Ultra-realistic cinematic Christian journal portrait of me, using my uploaded photo as the exact face reference (100% same identity, no face change, no beautification). I am seated calmly, holding an open Bible or leather-bound Christian journal in my hands, eyes gently focused downward in reflection and faith. My expression is peaceful, humble, and spiritually grounded. Lighting: Studio-grade cinematic lighting with soft highlights on skin, gentle contrast, natural shadows, subtle rim light around the face and shoulders. Mood: Quiet devotion, gratitude, prayer, inner peace, faith-filled reflection. Styling: Minimal elegant clothing (neutral tones like beige, white, soft brown), realistic fabric texture, modest and timeless look. Background: Soft blurred church interior or minimal neutral studio background with warm light rays subtly entering from one side, giving a divine, peaceful atmosphere. Color Grading: Elegant Vogue-style color grading with warm cinematic tones (golden, cream, soft brown). Camera: DSLR look, 85mm lens, shallow depth of field, ultra-sharp focus on face, background softly blurred. Quality: 8K ultra-realistic, magazine-quality photography, cinematic depth of field. Aspect Ratio: Vertical 9:16 Negative Prompt: No distortion, no extra limbs, no extra fingers, no watermark, no text overlay, no blur, no low quality, no cartoon or CGI look.